Vol. 6 No. 4

Spring 2024

Bag
Editor's Note
Anniversary
Borrowed Dream
At Dan's Wake
Birdhouse
I Bring You Home
Flicker
For All the Ways We Do Not Touch
Pigeon Slay
Ode to Orange
A Three-Legged Dog on a Christmas Card
The Boat
The Tree Guy
Pigeon Face
It’s Winter Now, The Fish is Dead
Apples
Piñata Nights
About as Close as My Husband’s Ever Going to Get to a Love Poem
Birdhouse in Light
Familiar
Holding On
White Dragon
Cough
Pearl
I Wake Up to My Dog Gnawing
The water at Camp Lejeune
Princess and Stars
Boyhood
Pathophysiology
I Dreamed Us in A Rocketship
Bird
Duplex
i dreamt i gave birth to the opossum in my backyard
What Comes To Hand
Dream-Inducing Dragon
Red Circles
Río Paraná
The Launch We Carry
Two Dragons
Butterflies
A Teaspoon of Soil
Plum Rain
No Pity for My Scorched Lips
Her therapist told her to write her dead father a letter
Scissoring
A Request of My Lips
You Will Find No Place Like Your Heart
Names of Black Birds (IV)
Post Mortem
Duh
Chanting Kaddish for My Estranged Father
Her Chickens
Living is a form of not being sure*
Cavalier Sally
My Best Friend in Kindergarten
Olenka
Hosed
Velma and Willie
Code-Switching, a sonnet
Lately, certain months decline their customary duty
Jack O’Lantern
NuNu's Dream
this is not the thrill i was promised
WHAT HAPPENED WHEN THEY RETURNED TO THE HOUSE AFTER THE WAR
The Anorexic Conservationist
Opaque Red Crystal Oxidized
When I enter a place where I am to stay
A Premonition While Looking at ‘Ambulance Call’ by Jacob Lawrence
Best Wishes for the Expectant Mother

Borrowed Dream

My daughter visited a Karine Giboulo exhibit, a re-creation
of the artist’s life-size home with over 500 miniature clay
figures populating furniture, appliances, delivery boxes, rugs.
I think The Borrowers, but our girl describes an open dresser
drawer with rows of workers hunched over industrial sewing
machines, a gardener harvesting produce from a strainer
in a sink, people queued on the kitchen counter
waiting for the food bank to open.

          The next morning, in the small hours, my father,
the one who raised me, appears. I haven’t dreamt of him
in years, yet now discover boxes he’s left for me to find,
open them one by one. They’re filled with objects
I recognize from childhood:

twists of used string, canning lids and rings, worn kitchen
towels, tools—wrenches, standard and metric, screwdrivers,
plyers—most in working order, some corroded by rust.
My father appears. I gesture toward the boxes, ask
Why?

          In case you need them, he says,
          and I notice his eyes still carry the sky.

           I have something for you.

From the top of the refrigerator, he retrieves a piece of sturdy
cardboard, the base for the diorama he’s built of colorful buildings,
like those found in Mediterranean port towns. The scene conjures
a seaside visit on a bright summer day, although we never made
such a trip when I was a child.

I wake, try to re-enter the dream; find it’s gone, yet hasn’t vanished.
It must have been summoned by what my daughter described:
a shag rug tinted colors of the ocean, clay families⎯fathers frolicking
in faux waves with their children⎯wonderous and somehow real.

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