Every Christmas, grandma Mary prepared
an aspic for our family dinner—green jello
glinting in the light, red and yellow peppers
floating in the goop, like fireworks suspended in space.
Everyone in my family would have rather
swallowed the terracotta-colored napkin folded on their laps
than spoon that toxic spill of Friday-night
leftovers onto their plates, but we all shoveled
that algae-colored jello into our mouths.
How else could we repay the wrinkle
heavy woman who gifted aunt Suzy the minivan
she bought the year before when Suzy’s sedan
sputtered its final breath on the highway;
who swooped in when uncle Jack found
himself divorced, a bundle of baby wailing
in his crib, and took care of his kid as he mopped
floors at the local highschool he worked at?
We couldn’t offer her our scribbled checks,
and only in her final few years did she molt
the exoskeleton of her pride and begin
to ask us for favors. So we did what we knew
pleased her most: we stabbed our forks
into the rank green mess and devoured the dish
with a grin, like treasure hunters stuffing
mounds of emeralds directly into their pouches.
Ode to Aspic
Jean-Luc is an English teacher and a grocery store worker. When he is not busy working, he likes to drink cold coffee and take long bus rides.