I’m holding out (for more)

I don’t want to have a dream kitchen
(except I do and the counters are soapstone
because I remember them from sophomore chem
and you can’t really burn them; they want oil)
 
We were supposed to get bigger dreams: space,
Telepathy, a goddamn pair of wings. Clockless time.
We’re supposed to meet our idols and find out
They are vastly impressed by us and also, 
 
She’s a good kisser and he thinks those boots
Are to die for. I’m content and I know it,
Except for worries and those aren’t going anywhere—
When I wake up in the veined night, I’ll start thinking
 
Of tomorrow, which is today, and whether the bananas
Have become too ripe. Too sweet, past making bread.

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