An Arctic hare catches
in the edges of my vision.
The haunches are strong, wired
for leaps of gravity-defying logic.
That’s how I know it isn’t just any old
Lepus but the part of you we have somehow
mislaid. In it, I glimpse your semantic grace.
I touch my hand to your face, wishing I could cradle
your diminished temporal lobe. If I try to view
the hare straight on, to describe the quiver
of nose and light-dashed whiskers, my eyes sting
until it evaporates. When you first confessed
to the growing gap, I pictured icecaps shrinking.
Now I see your liquifying memories as elusive
and alive, but turning wild. It soothes me to imagine
them fleeting around your brain, thwarting attempts
to corral them into speech or recognition.
Sometimes, your lips draw back and you emit
an unexpected sound. Occasionally, you achieve
a soft, sibilant-tailed “Ye-ess.”
I hold my breath as the hare halts, ears twitching
beneath the shelter of your palms.
The Hare I Miss
Judy Darley is the author of fiction collections Sky Light Rain (Valley Press) and Remember Me to the Bees (Tangent Books). The Stairs Are a Snowcapped Mountain will be published by Reflex Press in 2022. Find Judy at http://www.skylightrain.com and on twitter as @JudyDarley
That’s beautiful.