Portrait with Widower

who approaches you on the beach
         as you discard the residue of the world

he pursues and persuades
         and you defer to the domestic
         make fruit cake    his mother’s recipe

your life turns like the lake
         at just the right time of summer
                  into muck

after he admits he liked to bake
         with his late spouse

and he returns to the home he shared with her
         forgets to call you forgets to tell you
                   he still has her ashes and
                           their debts

he says “I want a pure marriage”
         like a line or a hit to heaven as if
                  you are an adulteress or his mistress
                           not a woman of any significance

so you’ll return to the lake to
         this complicated grief
                  then search for a home of your own

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