Used to Be, Dies

Youth Goodbye Howdy Doody
little puppet          poor man’s          Pinocchio
goodbye Lana Turner lipstick cashmere sweaters
paper dolls          waists cinched          to the nines
hello chin hairs straight and proud          holding themselves
erect waving to those around you

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Travel Volkswagen Blue Bug          four on the floor
you will carry your heart in your suitcase
but your tag will always
bear          your          name
wherever you may go          you will always be          you

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Ambition California Poppies bloom not
to be possessed
but to spite drought          and          fire
you are your own          bloom
the pattern is yours
you can go beyond           your limit
what is          Heaven for?

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Health Eggshell      fragile          broken
surface made for cracking           like the           sky
my small soft self
still alive
still buzzing

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Sex You flinch from the sight          of seeing          yourself
in full light of his eyes     trying     too     hard
to make yourself          beautiful
tonight the god          on this porch
is a          wounded          sunset
the music has already died          but it has become you

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Love Moonburn      I wear my hat
to      avoid night’s      blister
life begins all over
when      a boundary is crossed
when      fugues intersect
when      you taste yourself
and it is sweet and ripe

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Memory Geese winging south      searching
for the shaman’s wise eye
even feathers      have no name      you
feel too heavy
for the spaces you inhabit

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