You couldn’t remember how Dad died
You were there
But you had many different stories
All of them different
But in all your stories
You would say that there were three men outside
Who came to help
And now that you are shedding your memories
Like an old skin that has become too heavy to carry around
Now you’re pulling back into your shell
So that we can see nothing of you, not even your old head
Wrinkled and slightly deformed from all the time that has passed
And all the experiences you’ve had
Now,
I want to think you’re not retreating
Into that shell
Never to stick your old head out again
I want to think you’re heading out to sea
Like a baby turtle with legs full of spastic life
And there are three men at the ready
At the edge of the waves
Watching over you as you wade into the blue.